To Sebastian

by Elizabeth Cross
(London, UK)

Love Messages - this is dedicated to my love

May I say that in my life I have met only one amazing person. I realize, again, how much I love you; how much you mean to me; how much I want you; and that there isn't a single thing that I would not do for you.

There is nothing in this world that would make me not be with you; would make me love you less; or change how I feel about you.

I know I'm not perfect, and in some way I'm glad. If I were, I wouldn't have something to strive for; because, being perfect is what I want to be for you. I work hard at it everyday.

I know I make mistakes. I say things without thinking; I do things without thinking….. but everyday I try my best to make less mistakes than the day before. I getting better everyday.

Babe,

I love you with my whole heart ~ with everything that is in me.

I love you more than I love running in the rain. I love you like I've never loved another. There is no one else like you.

You are simply irreplaceable. I'm thankful to have you in my life, because nobody has ever made me feel like this.

Meeting you took me by surprise. The thing is..... I never saw it coming. It's crazy you know? Finding myself with these incredible feelings that are so out of my control.

Your eyes mesmerize me ~ sending chills down my spine. Your smile is the best part of my day.
I want to know what's going on with you every minute of my day.

I send you this love message because every time you move an inch closer, my heart rattles. I am so drawn to you. I can’t breath anymore without you. You are my air.

I send this love message to you because....

You make me laugh without even trying.
You give me butterflies like no one ever has.
You’re a great friend and boyfriend.
You make me feel beautiful.
You’re an amazing singer.
You’re sweet.
You’re cute.
You listen to all my random shyte.
You have charisma.
You’re smart.
You make me feel as though my life is perfect.
You make it impossible for me not to love you.

So the story goes when you love someone:

...they are worth the huge fights,
...they’re worth the million tears,
...they’re worth losing friends over,
...because when you love someone…
...they’re worth everything.

I send all my feelings in this love message with a special poem. It goes.....

I live without you,
Still holding memories.
Beings a smile on my face,
At the same time about you it worries.
You told me not to look at your picture,
What do I do of the one in my heart?
Without you baby life is unclear
And I have no idea where to start.
Despite of things between us,
To you I still belong,
You lay in me like an incomplete prose
Of an incomplete song.
Every day I get up,
Your face I wish to look at,
Thoughts surround air around,
Still pleasant are those yet.
Time goes by,
Still I wonder what you are up to.
Part of me here and part missing,
To go on I have to.
Yet something holds me back,
No dear I want you really,
Just give me a chance baby,
I`l love you dearly.